Real or nightmare?

How can someone who is nothing but one of the best people on earth just leave everyone that loves him behind? I'm not sure, but I can say it must have been so hard for him to, course it sure is killing me, and I'm sure the rest of us as well. What I can't believe is that it's almost been a whole year since he left us, which is why I'm holding that this last year, for the most part, has been a nightmare, but I know I'm not that lucky, so I'll keep on remembering him, and keeping hime in my heart, where he is going to live on forever. R.I.P Uncle Tom, I luv u so much!